I'm really into hats for Kendall. She has a funny hairline in the front and because her face is so round, hats just look adorable on her. My mom found got this hat for Kendall off ETSY. It's actually just a pair of tights that are knotted up with a flower pinned on the top. Evan said Kendall looked like she just had panty-hose on her head, but I think it's kinda cute. What about y'all????





I had to throw in these last few pictures for fun. Kendall is always sucking on something. She will take a pacifier, but prefers her thumb, hands, or even her arm. Her latest thing is to take her pacifier out of her mouth, hold it, and suck her other thumb. It's so funny! Here is Kendall sucking her thumb....
and her arm...(Honestly, she does this ALL the time! Do you see how she's holding her arm up to her mouth???Isn't that funny?)
This is Kendall saying, "Mom, I've had enough of the camera!!!"
We took Kendall for her 4 month check-up yesterday, and let's just say that my "new mommy syndrome" has kicked into an even higher gear. Kendall weighed 11 pounds, 9 ounces and was 24 inches, which puts her in the 10th percentile for weight and the 50th percentile for height.
(Before I go on, if you are male, you may want to stop reading because I'm going to write about some nursing issues. Just thought I'd warn you!)
I'll be honest and say that I have actually always been a little concerned about Kendall's weight and it's mainly because people are ALWAYS commenting on how tiny she is. As a nursing mother, I have no idea how much she eats on a regular basis, all I know is that I feed her until SHE stops eating and she always seems happy and satisfied. Kendall is not fussy by nature, and I truly think if she were hungry, she'd be fussing and would probably be waking up in the middle of the night and she doesn't. When I am tutoring in the afternoon, I pump and Evan gives Kendall a bottle. I can pump anywhere from 3.5 oz.-6.5 oz; it just depends on what time of day it is. Most of the time, when Evan gives Kendall a bottle, the amount ranges from 4 oz. to 7 oz. and Evan says that she always takes all of the bottle, but rarely acts like she needs anymore. He's maybe had a time or two in the last three months that he's given her more.
With all that being said, the NP was a little concerned that her weight was so low. The past two dr. visits Kendall's weight was never an issue. We were told that if she's gaining weight, she's growing and she's fine; it doesn't matter how much the weight is gained. Well, this time, it was completely different! The NP started talking about how it might have to do with my milk supply and I needed to do everything I could to make sure my milk supply was okay. Her words were, "This week, you should focus on you. Let your house get as messy as you can, let the laundry pile up and you focus on you. Make sure you are taking in an extra 500 calories. I want you to eat while you are nursing and eat while you are pumping."
I was on the verge of tears in the drs. office, but was able to hold back until I got home. It is not in my nature to let everything in my house go...I've already let things go long enough; until today, our floors haven't been vacuumed since the end of December! AND we are having a our neighbor over for dinner tonight!!! Not to mention that I was to "eat while nursing AND eat when I'm pumping????" Evan even started laughing yesterday as I am holding Kendall trying to feed her and eat a sandwich at the same time. Later on last night as I was pumping, I was thinking, "Seriously, the only way you can eat and pump at the same time is if you either have someone feeding you or you get down on your face and eat like a dog." (Can y'all tell I'm fired up about this????)
I ended up having a break-down about it and have finally started to process the whole thing. First of all, I think I was intending on going to her appointment and the NP telling me to go ahead and start her on rice cereal. Although that did not happen, I know that Kendall is old enough for cereal and ultimately, we can make the decision to go ahead and give her cereal to help beef her up a bit. Evan and I have also decided that while we should probably push Kendall to eat a little more and that I should be a little more aware of my caloric intake, there is no need for me to stress myself out over all of it or to make sure I'm constantly eating something all the time. After all, me being stressed about this whole thing could have an even bigger effect on my supply! And really, I don't think there is anything wrong with my supply at all. Sure, maybe it's dropped a bit, but if there were something wrong, Kendall would be losing weight, not gaining it.
So, the NP wanted me to bring Kendall in for a weight check next Monday and I've decided that I will just have her weighed at the Seminary Clinic when we take her for shots that day, instead of taking her back to the Pediatricians office and having to pay for ANOTHER office visit. I am going to call and tell the NP what I've decided to do AND I think I'm going to let her know how much that visit stressed me out yesterday. Not in an ugly way, but just so she'll know. It was just one of those appointments that I didn't feel like as a mother, I was heard. Anyone been there?!?!?!
I better go. We are having our downstairs neighbor over for dinner tonight and I need to get some things going on that.
Oh, I will close with a funny about Kendall. When I picked her up from the nursery Sunday morning, the nursery workers were talking about how sweet she is and how she just smiled and laughed all the time. Then one of them said, "She's definitely the most talkative baby of all...she just made all kinds of noise this morning!" I just wanted to give her a very sarcastic, "NOOOO!!!" I wonder where she gets that motor-mouth from, her daddy maybe??? (HA!!!)